Saturday, May 31, 2008
i dun knw wat to do haiz u do wat u do best n ill juz stay behind n look after n wouldnt ask for more u can share if u prefer bt den........................................wtf my damn immune iz damn f......... low thx to my family who dun buy fruits or supplements which contains all the vitamins been sick like a whole week tried every possible means of recovery i was informed that i was a sick child since i was an infantbut at least got recover a lot juz left my throat that is causing my fever Cant wait for my class chalet that iz coming up hope that we can hav fun although iz juz two days will write more after the chalet GTG Be happy always i would try n seek the thing that would make me happy till my last breath
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i nt sure y bt im seem angri wif myself cant be there for the thing that i am suppose to treasure the most that iz f............i nt sure wat i am supposed to do so as to help the thing that means the most to me kk i nag a lot well juz let time heals all wounds and juz wait for the outcome that will be attained whether it will be fruitful or nt well lesson todae iz k abt prove or proof todae too tired almost slp in class tryin to ask qns during the pdt ut was fine did all the qns at least almost answer wrongly bt thx to my faci i spot de mistake in time didnt had time to finish my last sentence o well hope i pass my ut b4 goin for break we learn more abt de malay language wen for break at koufu n ate black pepper chix rice iz k nt tat nice den wen back waited for u too leave a msg finalli u did thx for makin my dae haha-i still be there for u*dun worri i will leave no one behind no matter what*will update half of my day later on G.A signing off
Saturday, May 17, 2008
slept until ard maybe 11 or 12 sacrifice my driving lessons juz to look after my inmature siblings haiz i love my lil sis for her being kawaii woken up by my lil sis cry and feed her with milk(instant powder)computer games was too addictive until cant live without it felt thiz urge to do it bt juz ....den wen to work after everything at home iz alrite miz my feeder service bus 922 walk to work and i was angri wif myself for nt goin out earli upon reachin saw karen kk fine i think that todae wont be a boooooorrrrrrrriiiiiinnnnnnggggg and draggy day well ard 6++++ or 7+++++ de crowd keep cumin in and had to stay at cashier area for the rest of the day i sometimes shout back if u shout at mi so pls dun make mi like a bit shock u wont know wat will happen
btw i had a second d... called katrina hahak lar de sales was alrite although tired and irritating customers here n there n thx for addin our misery at garden plaza, a malay singin competition was bein held until like ard 11 luckily it didnt rain cats n dogs tat all abt de singing competition wait outside of mac until zahraa parents came talk crap along de way her parents sent us home, mi n fytch alhamdulilah dat ur grandma iz able to speak although haven fully recovered hope tat she will recover soon eyelids are gettin heavier i hate myself for being in watever i am especially my hair and dun knw wen can i finish my driving licence wif so many complications in life
Friday, May 16, 2008
im nt sure whether i should continue thiz mascarade i hope that i will be there for u no matter what i didnt meant to interfere wif ur life bt i seem to like it by lookin after u nt sure whether wan to wait for u to cum haiz... there is a saying that " Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes (In your eyes) In your eyes"my life force is like being drawn out of mi today at sch almost slp and didnt concentrate n contribute much in sch due to tireness physically and mentally juz nid someone to confide in bt nvm my life might be complicated work for six days cos require the money i hope to find sumethin tat i desire the most bt requires lots of energy to keep up let nature takes it course
feelings
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
dun knw bt hav this craving for sumethin bt cant get(stop dreamin))well leave it to god the right p...... will cum to u if u are meant to be together im angri wif myself for my imperfect world haiz im j..... for nt findin the right p........fine so be it continue on wif life at class was too tired and sleepy slept thru my way for the whole lesson ut iz abt maths and vb haiz die well gtg study for ut if u fail to plan, plan to fail.......
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
i didnt meant to interfere wif ur lifeim juz a nobodi so i will try nt to carei hope tat i wont disturb animore Dun wan to be known as selfish I will nt pursue anymore
I try to be there for everyone but it is using up most of my energy
im too stress dun knw wat i nid to do rojak my parents haiz is too impulsive Working two jobs haiz dun knw hw to handle
Hopin to c all of u this fri
I nid s……… to express my feelings
iz short nth much to say
Sunday, May 4, 2008
work at two places so as to earn sufficient money so as to keep for my lil sis education(6 mths nw i think)
tired work for 14 hrs
practically and theory together....
late for work trying to learn the new ways....
i would like to practice but there isn't any chance to practice....
i hope tat i will truly help no matter wat and i wont leave my frens behind although im s.....
why must life be so hard before we can enjoy the thing we value most!!!!!!!!
tiring day
Thursday, May 1, 2008
wen for my on job evaluation at my macdonalds i was being observed on how i was the main lobby for my evaluation it was ok lol clear rubbish, mop floor,sweep exercise to the second storytime flies fast and it was time's up for my oje i pass the evaluation and got $12 for coming to oje. it was like very fast yest juz wen for interview and nw areadi trainingsat got training at 8am goin main office at King Albert Park canceling my ftl 1.02 bb wasted delifrance sales $4... plus that iz much more than we expect customer came in one shot haiz handle beverage site and cashier my pay has rise to $4.5 proven wif the letter wen to bb mac to get teh mccafe lesson materials for Saturdayget to eat fries nicholas look a lot different when workin wif mac well i tink i look funni wif mac normal uniform gtg
